March 17, 2025

We turned onto I-85 South early, in light traffic. The city fell away, we passed through rural places before crossing Lake Hartwell into Georgia. The cheerful welcome center with the giant peach signals Deep South. Traffic picked up ahead of Atlanta’s suburbs, lanes narrowed into construction zones.

The destination was Brooksville, high on the Gulf side of the Free State of Florida, as its fans call it. The old awkward joke about the state as God’s waiting room has faded, as it became a swamp of evangelical Republicanism. Which may be unfair.

Years ago we saw Cape Canaveral and a few nearby spots on the Atlantic side. A cousin has a winter place in Edgewater, a tiny Intercoastal Waterway village just south of Daytona Beach. The Gulf coastal midstate, Tampa, St. Pete, and Sarasota, along with Orlando have the sunshine and palm trees, but now are kludged with traffic gridlock. Years ago we drove through the lovely old neighborhoods of Tarpon Springs and actually looked at a couple of model homes.

Brooksville is tucked into farm and horse country on the Gulf side, maybe 40 miles north of Tampa. The town is named unfortunately after Preston Brooks, a fanatical pro-slavery Democratic South Carolina congressman. Brooks is notable because in 1856 he nearly beat to death Massachusetts Republican Senator Charles Sumner on the Senate floor after Sumner, an abolitionist, had given a speech condemning slavery.

Brooks’ assault was cheered in the South and condemned in the North. A Massachusetts congressman, Anson Burlingame, challenged Brooks to a duel. Brooks accepted then backed out. Several Deep South places, like Brooksville, were named for him, as the Slave state governments marched toward secession and Civil War.

In 2010 some locals wanted to change the name, they were voted down. Anyway, those days are over. Brooksville is a cute, down-home place, no trace of unpleasant  history cling to its small-town attributes.

The point of the trip was a visit to friends, Tricia and Scott. Tricia left Northern Virginia for Florida in 2008. We met at the Office of Naval Research 25 years ago, when the country and the world were so different. She worked in tech support at ONR, we carpooled for a few years, until she headed for the Tampa area and a new career.

We passed through Atlanta in good time, shifting from I-85 to 475 then 75, the long chute to the Gulf Coast. Traffic backed up a bit south of Macon but we did well to the Free State welcome center, with 200 miles to Brooksville.

The ONR years returned to me as the flat scrub of Florida passed. Now those folks, civil servants who study critical technology, award grants to research institutions, and oversee protection of human subjects in federal research are slandered by Trump, like thousands of others, as “waste, fraud, and abuse” and face the Trump buzzsaw of mass firings. The country is so very different.

Tricia and Scott own acreage just outside Brooksville. We walked the quiet, lovely property, glad to stretch our legs. They showed us the cattle and chickens, the farm vehicles and heavy equipment, the barn and Scott’s crafts workshop, filled with finished projects and others underway.

Brooksville, with about 10,000 souls, is the seat of Hernando County, near the geographic center of the state, 25 miles from the Gulf of Mexico—er, America, depending on your point of view. As in lots of places, the courthouse/city hall sits on Broad Street near Main. A short stroll leads to Brooksville Avenue, lined with lovely antebellum-type homes and massive live oaks.

It’s a comfortable place, like many small town centers all over America, the weather being one difference—Florida heat and humidity half the year, which helps cultivate the brilliant sprays of tropical plants, the live oaks, and drifting Spanish moss.

This little chunk of the state is secluded from big-tourist Florida amidst miles of lush pasture sprinkled with Black Angus and “Brangus” cattle, which I learned is a cross of the Angus and Brahman breeds; small farms and some large ones, one-level ranch homesteads and the Withlacoochee River, which meanders through Hernando, Citrus and a half-dozen other central state counties.

We explored the area in Scott’s truck, racing the storm warnings as rain pounded down. We stopped at the produce store of strawberry grower Ferris Farms of Citrus County, which offers an eclectic mix of things, local honey, condiments, spices, candy, and pecan oil. The place is famous for its strawberry shakes, made from the local product. Customers came in just for the shakes.

Quality of life sometimes improves, sometimes gets worse. Hard change is coming. An 800-acre tract near Tricia’s and Scott’s property will be populated with solar panels. A couple of golf courses will take hundreds of acres of pastureland. High interest rates and a glut of unsold homes have sunk the real estate market. A witches’ brew of local and statewide political and economic conditions is changing attitudes and loyalties.

Scott, a Florida man for 45 years, and Tricia are saying goodbye. The couple have purchased land in East Tennessee, a ten-hour drive up I-75. Their plan is to sell the Brooksville homestead and recreate their lives in another rural place, near lakes, mountains and, for sure, colder winters. They’ll bring the cattle, buy more, build a home. Brooksville still will be there, the same place, in memories.

March 10, 2025

Hermitage, a network of strip malls and traffic-choked streets, is a Nashville, Tenn., suburb, named for its central attraction: The Hermitage, home of President Andrew Jackson, the seventh president. Jackson was the first man elected to the office who some called a “man of the people,” a sobriquet now assigned by Republicans to Donald Trump, man of bankrupt casinos.

I had been to The Hermitage years ago. Since we were in Middle Tennessee and Sandy had never been there, we decided to do the tour. We battled rush-hour traffic from Mount Juliet to the city/town of Hermitage. Broad meadows line the highway approaching the property. The gorgeous Greek revival mansion, the third rebuild of Jackson’s first home, stands amidst 1,100 acres of working farmland.

Jackson, who grew up in poor rural North and South Carolina, followed six aristocrats from Massachusetts and Virginia to the presidency. Early in his career he developed a reputation as a hellraiser who liked to gamble and party. He worked as a lawyer, whiskey distiller, land speculator, and slave trader before settling on farming.  In his military career he was known for caring for his troops, which earned him the reputation as the “people’s president” for his two terms in office (1829-1837).

As a boy he served with the Colonial Army in the Revolutionary War and was captured in April 1781. He refused to polish the boots of a British officer, who slashed him across the face with his sword, leaving permanent scars on his head and left hand.  He contracted smallpox at a prisoner of war camp and was released. After his mother nursed him back to health she contracted cholera and died, leaving Jackson an orphan at 14.

He lived for a while on an inheritance, then studied law and in 1788 moved to Nashville. In 1796 he was elected Tennessee’s first Congressman and in 1797 a U.S. Senator, then became a judge with the state’s Superior Court. In 1801 he was made a colonel in the Tennessee militia, then promoted to general a year later.

He became a national hero by defeating the British in the Battle of New Orleans, although the Treaty of Ghent ending the War of 1812 had been signed before the battle. In following years he fought the Seminoles and other tribes with the intent of seizing their land for white settlers. His toughness as a general earned him the nickname “Old Hickory.”

Jackson was again elected to the Senate as a Democrat and elected President in 1828. He invited the public into the White House and a crowd trampled inside, firming his reputation as a man of the people.

The estate now is managed by the Andrew Jackson Foundation. On a chilly afternoon we hurried up the path to the mansion, where a docent gave us an overview. Jackson purchased 425 acres at the site in July 1804 to grow cotton and called it The Hermitage. As he gained wealth he bought more land, which was worked by slaves. When Jackson died in 1845 he owned 160 human beings. He was a southern planter, after all.

In 1830 he signed the Indian Removal Act, which forced hundreds of thousands of Native Americans to move to Oklahoma and Kansas. The removal, called the “Trail of Tears,” caused the deaths of as many as 70,000 Native Americans of the five major Southeastern tribes (Chickasaw, Choctaw, Muscogee-Creek, Seminole, and Cherokee), and dozens of smaller ones.

The Act, America’s descent into ethnic cleansing, was supported by close margins in the House and Senate and by Southern state governments.

Jackson’s removal act offers a parallel to “populist” Trump’s executive order of January 20th that would revoke the guarantee of the Constitution’s Fourteenth Amendment of birthright citizenship for children of undocumented immigrants, thereby rendering millions of Americans stateless. Four federal judges have issued injunctions blocking implementation of the order, one calling it “blatantly unconstitutional.”

As president Jackson fought against what he and his supporters called moneyed interests and speculators and imposed tariffs, which strengthened his reputation as the common man’s president. After leaving office he condemned abolitionists and called for the annexation of Texas.

We walked through the two floors of the house, which has attracted some 17 million visitors since opening to the public in 1889. We admired the beautiful French-made paneled wallpaper in the great hall, which illustrates the story of Telemachus from The Odyssey.

In one parlor is a piano Jackson bought for his granddaughter for $450, roughly the same amount he paid for his original 425 acres. Nearby is Jackson’s study, his bedroom, and the bedrooms of his adopted children.

Jackson’s wife Rachel died in December 1828 and is buried on the property in a tomb which Jackson designed. He and Rachel had no children and he never remarried. His adopted son Andrew Jr., and daughter-in-law Sarah lived in the mansion from 1832 until Sarah’s death in 1887.

 Andrew Jr.’s and Sarah’s daughter, Little Rachel, and their sons Andrew III and Samuel lived upstairs. Samuel was killed at the Battle of Chickamauga in 1863.

The most enthusiastic reviews of Andrew Jackson’s presidency call it “enigmatic.” The Age of Jackson, we may read, argues the idea that Jackson was a bold leader who defended working people against greedy plutocrats and enabled Americans to settle new lands, the lands emptied of their former Native American owners.

“Trail of Tears” historical markers are found along highways all over the Southeast. They remind us of vast human tragedy sanctioned by the U. S. government between 1830 and 1850.  Jackson died in 1845, as the national fight over slavery simmered, before exploding in Civil War.

Rachel’s dignified burial place is visible from Jackson’s bedroom window. The vast acreage of The Hermitage extends out to the wooded horizon. Farm buildings stand about the property, open to visitors. The museum shop offers a rich selection of mementos and Jackson literature and scholarship. We browsed a bit, admiring this lovely place, then drove away, glad to move on.     

March 3, 2025

Death summons memories. It clarifies and purifies them, like iron touched by fire. We had another death, the husband of the sister who died two months ago, in Tennessee. It wasn’t a surprise, he had been expected to pass before her. So we settled in the van and drove off.

In late September Hurricane Helene blew part of I-40 between Asheville and Newport, Tenn., into the raging Pigeon River. At a gas stop I noticed an announcement in The Asheville Citizen that the damaged stretch would reopen March 1. This was February 27. Family funerals can happen any time. We still were shunted to U.S. 25/70 for the 50 miles to Newport.

Ten miles from Asheville the traveler encounters another world. In Marshall, 15 minutes off the interstate, Bonnie & Clydes advertises “Appalachian Cuisine.” The signs on the door announces love of guns and military service and threatens arrest and prosecution if the visitor mentions vaccines or vaccination. But we ordered the bacon, eggs, coffee.

River and mountains intruded for long stretches under harsh gray skies. It was winter, after all. Rain fell hard, the river flowed with anger in whitecaps, waves thundered against boulders, the riverbank lined with storm blowdowns and piles of flotsam. The mission, another funeral, came back to us.

I had known the couple for 47 years, but never knew them well. We saw them for short visits, a few hours, maybe once a year. The husband never showed up at our home. We knew them through Sandy’s phone calls, and her memories.

Eight hours of driving got us to Mount Juliet, Tenn., 25 miles east of Nashville, to the home of her cousin Mike, her Uncle Pete’s son. Pete died a few years ago at 95.

It was inevitable. When folks pass on, their family lives return to mind one way or another. The Harper family formed in the south-center of the state. The sons and daughters left their home place, near Winchester, and moved on. So we talked about all that.

It was the right time and place. Mike went upstairs and pulled out his dad’s, Pete’s last two Winchester Central High School 1944 and 1945 yearbooks, called “The Kickoff.” I was impressed, my own high school yearbook hit the trashcan decades ago.

The books offer a carefree but serious and un-self-conscious portrait of mid-1940s America, which was wartime America. The Class History page in the ’44 book notes, “We have not forgotten the boys from our class who have left to join the service or those who have been called away for this purpose.” The ’45 Class History observes that as freshmen the class had 48 boys.  Only eight remained as seniors.

An honor roll in the ’44 book lists 15 boys who joined the service. Mike’s dad Pete, who starred in football in ’44, did not graduate with his ’45 class; he had left for the Navy and served aboard a ship in the Pacific.

Student life at WCHS, as reported in The Kickoff” seemed oddly, yet somehow happily archaic, frozen in that long-ago time. Of the 29 seniors of the class of ’44, 26 belonged to the Bible Club. Morning class included Bible study.

The Future Farmers of America club for ’44 consisted of 40 boys and one girl, Joan Gaines, who is listed as the “queen.” The Home Economics Club had 75 members, 74 girls and one boy.

The time was 1944 and 1945, the place the deep-central American South. No Black students appear among the senior portraits nor in the student club, team, or activity photos. Like everywhere else in the South, schools were segregated, Black children attended their own school. Strangely, the ’44 book is dedicated to a Black man, “Uncle Bunt,” who informally acted as an adviser to the Future Farmers of America and a couple of other clubs.

In the 1940s and before and for years later in the South, whites referred to Black adults as “Uncle” and “Auntie,” not “Mr.,” “Miss,” or “Mrs.” That is the way it was. In the dozens of photos of clubs and teams, girls wear only skirts and dresses, the dress code did not permit pants.

Among the clubs at WCHS, 13 girls and no boys belonged to the O.G.A. Club, which trained members in the “Order of Gregg Artists” method of shorthand. Certificates were awarded to girls who excelled in taking shorthand, members participated in shorthand competitions.

Students apparently were happy to catalogue each other in personal ways unimaginable in high schools today, that yet now seem almost comical: kids were recognized as “most beautiful girl,” “most handsome boy,” “cutest girl,” “cutest boy,” “most flirtatious girl,” “most flirtatious boy,” “shyest girl,” and “shyest boy.” Couples “going steady” were singled out as “cutest,” “neatest,” “shyest,” and “loudest,” among other such things.

The design of the books show their time. The text was typed with mechanical typewriters in a single font throughout, no italics or graphics flourishes. The yearbook staff recognizes the typists, all girls. Photos show boys in white shirts and narrow ties of the day or their “W” sweaters.

It was Winchester, Tennessee, a small, out-of-the way place, but then too, it was America. “The Kickoff” was one high-school yearbook among thousands of similar ones created all over the country in those years, when senior classes were nearly all girls, the faculties were nearly all women. Eighty years later they are likely all gone.

We talked about Pete, about the family. We went to the viewing and the Mass and the cemetery. We talked with the others who showed up, a few around our age, but then too, a few children and grandkids. We smiled at the young kids, full of pep, but a bit puzzled about why they were there. It was a happy time, a few moments of ritual and then memories, still being formed.

February 24, 2025

My fifty-seven-years friend Connie and I parked and checked in at the Visitor’s Center, or Zentrum, of the BMW Spartanburg Manufacturing site. It was all of a 20-minute drive from home. I wondered why I had never made the effort in the past four years.

We hooked our visitor’s badges to our jackets to ensure they were clearly visible and browsed through the classic vehicles on display. We looked over the Z3, used by Pierce Brosnan as James Bond in GoldenEye, the first car built at Spartanburg. Other vintage cars introduced new technical features going back to the 1930s.

The Spartanburg site, which started operations in 1994, encompasses eight million square feet, BMW’s largest in the world. The plant builds 1,500 cars every day in six vehicle types with a staff of 11,000 “associates.” Some 60 percent of the production is for export to 120 countries. In 2023 the plant built 225,276 vehicles, every one to a specific customer or dealership order.

The work is done almost entirely by robots on automated assembly lines. Human beings no longer turn bolts in auto manufacturing. The associates wear sharply pressed uniforms, not a grease spot to be seen. Team members man inspection stations, running gloved hands over vehicles chasses to check for imperfections.

For the tour we turned off our cell phones and stuck them in our pockets. No pictures! We put on safety goggles and earpieces to listen to the tour leader’s briefing. The group stayed in single file, walking a line marked with green paint. We watched the “white” unpainted vehicle hulls move along the conveyers to be lifted to a second level. Each department is lit by fluorescent lamps that mimic natural light.

We got a look at the paint shop, where each vehicle gets five coats of water-based paint. Painting adds 20 pounds to the weight of each car. They did not show us the installation of engines, transmissions, and electronics. We watched team members drive finished cars off the line. They get five gallons of gas and head for the testing track. 

The Spartanburg site dazzles the visitor with or without an engineering background. As we entered the plant we met a crowd of BMW people, each wearing the distinctive blue and silver logo. I caught a murmur of German, visitors from Munich headquarters, I guessed. No smiles. All business.

We marched behind our tour guide, a young woman who rattled off statistics like a German-trained engineer, which she might well be. We paused to gawk at the rows of car bodies creeping forward toward giant robots, which attached doors. The vehicles were lifted overhead for a ghostly silent conveyor ride to classified spaces for finishing.

The previous Saturday our kitchen table was set for painting. On canvas surfaces, two young girls sketched images, the older one, ten-year-old Josephine, of our grandsons’ new dog, the younger one, six-year-old Iris, of their own home. Slowly they filled in the outlines they had drawn with acrylic paint, browns and blues. They applied themselves to the work, seriously, deliberately, focused on the task, on their brushes and colors.

Josephine worked from a photo, Iris from memory. They created images that captured their sense of their subjects. In two hours they created art, little girls’ art, a few brush strokes too heavy here and there, a few too thick. But their colors glowed. Their art was something real and true.

The girls completed their painting. Josephine gently finished the dog’s ears in light brown then daubed the background in light blue. She looked her work over as if intent on touching it up later, then moving on to greater challenges. Iris mixed aquablue with green. I left them a box of new brushes.

Connie and his wife Trish stopped to visit for a couple of days. We talked a bit about publishing the college newspaper and hitchhiking from New Hampshire to Washington for the big anti-war rally in November 1969. He later joined the Peace Corps to teach English as a second language in Zaire, now the Central African Republic.

Connie talked about his Peace Corps work, teaching in a remote African place where French and hundreds of local languages and dialects were spoken, but local people hoped to learn English. That was the 1970s. Over time the teaching was undermined by endemic political violence and brutal civil wars that extinguished Zaire as a nation, along with its colonial heritage.

While flying out of the country his plane was forced down in the Ugandan city of Entebbe by soldiers of then-Ugandan dictator Idi Amin because Amin suspected the passengers of sympathizing with local rebels. After that experience Connie extended his Peace Corps term for a third year.

These three anecdotes of vastly different human experiences reveal the application of single-minded focus to achieve a goal that is meaningful, virtuous. The goal is elusive because it is universal: the pursuit of excellence. We encounter it, sometimes unconsciously, taking no notice as we rush through our daily lives dealing with chores and obligations, confronting, or cooperating with others. We may achieve it when we work at it.

Authentic achievement grows from serious effort, the force of the human will exerted in the act of creation, whatever the scope: a child’s studious application of paint to canvas; a teacher’s perseverance in a remote Third World backwater; the sophisticated innovation of brilliant engineers to build high-performance automobiles on a massive scale.

We know it especially by contrast with this moment, as we witness the silence of the Republican sheep in Congress, fearful of being “primaried” (is that a word?) if they breathe a syllable of discomfort with the Trump rampage against federal agencies established to serve Americans.

The act of creation, spontaneous, courageous, whether deeply personal or collaborative, enlarges and renews the human spirit. We know it when we see it. We look about now, hoping and praying to see it again.

February 17, 2025

The route I have taken at 5:00 AM most weekday mornings for two years is six miles of blackness: no street lights, mainly woods and pastures that show up in high beams.  At the third mile the rural road through the ink-black darkness turns into another, past a sheetrock factory. White smoke pours from smokestacks and curls into the night sky.

In recent days headlights of approaching vehicles exploded in blinding glare.

The road descends through the hamlet of Taylors for two miles to a city highway, where the gas station and fast-food lights show the way. Traffic signals blurred in double images until I pulled into the parking lot.  Daylight had broken when I left the exercise class an hour later.

More and more, I had been increasing the font size on the laptop in order to use it. Reading a book or magazine meant pressing my nose into the pages.

On a sunny morning I drove at a snail’s pace to an optometrist’s office and picked up a six-month-old prescription for eyeglasses. The next appointment was scheduled for June. Instead we headed to Stanton Optical. The woman at the desk read the prescription. “This is probably out of date. You need a new eye exam,” she said.

The doc ordered me into his tiny chamber to sit facing a row of eye-test devices. He gave me eyedrops to dilate my pupils. “Set your chin here, your forehead here,” he ordered. He pushed a button and sets of four block letters flashed on a white screen, F-R-Z-Q, A-Z-K-R, T-H-A-K, and on and on. He increased and lowered the font size. I squinted and guessed through eye-test boot camp. Cataract surgery is the ticket, he said.

Following the exam we made a weak attempt at fun by picking out frames. The Stanton shop offers hundreds of frame styles displayed on three walls. They stock the senior-citizen Ben Franklin type, the tiny squares of glass that convey world-weary wisdom, and the Clark Kent-style thick black frames.

You can choose the giant aviator type Peter Fonda wore in Easy Rider. The saleslady showed off her horn-rimmed frames streaked with tiger-like stripes. We have a woman friend whose thin dark frames add style and glamor.

The Stanton staff person said the drugstore “readers” scattered around the house may do more harm than good because of the imbalance of strength in one eye or the other. We ordered two pair, one for distance the other for reading.

I pulled from the Stanton parking lot into the afternoon traffic. Vehicles ahead were blurry, indistinct. Signs were unreadable, except for the giant L-O-W-E’S that’s half the height of the hardware store building. Luckily, we were early for rush hour. Muscle memory and knowing the road got us home.

Hours later the dilated pupils returned to normal, the blurriness receded a bit. But the cataract alters, clouds, distorts. I resumed enlarging the laptop font size in the same way I turn the TV volume up so I can hear it.

In high school I spent a week in the hospital after a friend stuck his finger in my eye playing basketball. Both eyes were bandaged, the doctor explained, to avoid stressing the uninjured eye. I lay in darkness, a Candystriper volunteer about my age spoon-fed me meals. I never actually saw her. I got her name but not her phone number.

Before discharging me an optometrist checked my vision using his 1960s technology and pronounced me just below eagle-eye sharpness, better than 20:20, then the going standard for human eyesight. As the decades flew by, friends and family members surrendered to declining vision and acquired glasses and contacts. I marched forward, clear-eyed.

Eventually, a career of staring at desktop screens did its damage. For years the eight-dollar off-the-rack readers were good enough. Two weeks ago I sat opposite two people across the living room. I saw only hazy silhouettes in the lamplight.

The branches of the six-foot-tall avocado tree in the corner of the room spread gracefully from the woody stem, giving the tree the appearance of a giant bird. From my chair it was a fuzzy shape in disorienting duplicate, the dark outline of a tree, twice. I could make out neither detail nor the rich texture of the foot-long leaves. The trunks and limbs of the trees through the windows behind it were faint and ghostly.

The other sideshow, the one in the midsection, continued with small victories. Two consecutive CT scans showed stability in my liver and pleura. The oncologist ordered a more precise PET (positron emission tomography) scan, which confirmed progress. “The drug clearly is working,” he said. “Stop taking it for a while, let’s focus on quality of life. Get the cataracts done.”

Over days without the chemo, the eye redness and irritation faded. I quit the twice-daily eyedrops and hunted for an ophthalmology practice. “They’re very good at it these days,” a friend with experience said.

It doesn’t need to be mentioned: ophthalmology and optometry are facts of modern life. Nearly everyone in the family wears glasses. Our daughter Marie wore corrective glasses with Coke-bottle-thick lenses when she was five or six; eventually she grew out of them.

We make allowances for handicaps that become the nuts and bolts of our lives. Eyeglass wearers acquire several pair as insurance against losing them. People with contact lenses deal with cleaning, inserting, and removing them. We wait on hold to make appointments with specialists, on slick highways we allow greater distance between our vehicle and others.

The eyes make allowance for the cataract. I still drive the dark road, slowly. We navigate through the health-care wilderness, trying for wisdom or at least humor, sometimes dazed, bewildered.  The caveat: being able to see, move, function. Confronting the handicap is survival, but also joy. The bold colors of spring are weeks away. The ophthalmologist is downtown, waiting.